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Well, i am a newbie with cannabis products i have aspergers and a lot of panic anxiety in my backpack, i have now been using pure vape cartridges 510 for about a month, every day almost. And i remember the first cart called sky and one other hybrid i cant remember, and i freaked out of the effect that suddenly was putting me with 30 seconds memory, after 30 seconds i couldnt find my vape even if i put it "here" to remember, i lost it and entered panic attack, had to take 2 x 8cc tequila and 2 10mg diazepam to put me ok after i while. But i continued, but very small puffs, and only one, feel and wait etc, and kind of built up a strenght so i could use it all. But this thread is not about that, the next 2 carts i bought was called BLUE DREAM hybrid and also i bought one called GDP Grandfathers something i cant remember and from one of those i can not remember which one, i felt really really different, more like if you take opiates, but it wasnt, and i dont do opiates because its very dangerous, but u know the feeling after 2 codeins or oxys, you feel good right (i highy do not recommend opiates, because its a drop dead drug) but anyway.. i remeber that it was late 9-10pm and my wife was in bed, and i decided to try these 2 carts from a brand that starts wit B, from one of those 2 i get a really super feeling, not provoking any anxiety, but i cant tell if it was BD or grandfathers indica. But i didnt went tired, but i went calm, and i got this feeling like wow i took one 2 puffs (and the carts are stronger its live resin. And i went to bed calm, i was soo happy and i actually smiled in the bed, this experience i have never felt in my life, no dreams no nothing like that at all, not a feeling of high and strange but a strong feeling of deep relaxing euphoria, can anybody tell me which one of those did this to me, becuase after that i bought 2 cart of another brand KUSH indica, and i it makes me feel strange for real if feel like im higher and sometimes lose control over the body, and get incredible high heart rate with this black plastic 510 mark that starts with an M. I want that wow feeling again. what was it? Help