Strawberry Cough
4/9/2020
Allow me to preface this review by saying I'm completely new to medicine of this caliber.
After reading several reviews about how effective this strain has been for others, insofar as anxiety, I'm of the opinion that this isnt right for me.
it began fairly quickly. After a few seconds, following a long draw on a vaporizer, this strain made my thoughts race in such a way that most of my experience was spent talking myself into realizing it wasn't permanent and to just breathe.
Indica typically has this effect on me. My anxiety piques because I feel paralyzed. This strain was equally paralyzing because of manic brain activity.
I felt like I couldnt focus on one thing at all and my inner voice struggled with reigning in the expanse of distraction.
The degree of negative psychosis following the manic, introspective self-criticism was as debilitating as a strong, indica couch-lock. I froze in place on my bed for almost 90 minutes trying to decelerate my heart beat.
Maybe this is due to my inexperience. Maybe a reduced dose would serve better.
The positive:
Being introspective isn't a terribly bad thing, if, while doing so, one resolves to better oneself. It was an experience that left me feeling stronger having come through it.